Friday, 24 May 2013

Friday Letters #027

The last few weeks have been tough, I have started counselling sessions to help me combat my anxiety but it has brought up some other issues that also need to be dealt with, I'm getting there slowly and taking each day as it comes and trying really hard to not let things get on top of me too much. I am also trying to not give other people the control to stop me from doing things due to a fear of confrontation. 

Dear Stuart - Thank you for sticking by me, for mopping up my tears, for listening, for providing advice, for walking with me, for planning days out, for not getting annoyed during the dark days. You will never know how much I appreciate all that you have done for me xxx
Dear Mom - Thank you for always being at the end of the phone, for the advice, the giggles and for being my best friend xxx
Dead Dad - Your Facebook comments and text messages have been on top form recently, you have made me smile on the days when I really felt like I had to smile for. I really am lucky to have a dad like you xxx
Dear Social Media - I am astonished at the amount of racist people out there, the vile comments that filled my timelines after Wednesdays atrocities have been truly horrific. Whilst the crime that was committed is awful I am ashamed at how many people have blamed the Muslim community as a whole rather than those individuals involved.
Dear Tetley - I love you, your cuddles are the best BUT waking me up by licking me after eating some truly horrible smelling food is not the way forward.
Dear S and F - A girl really couldn't ask for better girlfriends then you guys, I adore our friendships and treasure the honesty and openness we have with each other xx
Dear A and B - I am no longer letting you take control, I am no longer going to shy away from events that you may be attending. I am no longer scared.
Dear Weather - PLEASE make up your mind, I don't mind wind, rain, sunshine or hail but when it happens all on the same day then I mind!


As a footnote I am currently trying to plan ideas for my first wedding anniversary, If any of you have any fun, quirky ideas then please let me know :) xxx


  1. You are in my thoughts! I hope things can become easier for you in time.. Remember just take it one day at a time!

  2. Its great to have your parents there for support and chats :)
    I hope you had a nice weekend and the weather made up its mind to shine eventually!